Close to tears, I find myself lost after the excitement... which sadly was just a temporary stage. I have not find what I was looking for, no sparkle could this little girl catch. And soon as I stare blankly at my empty hands, I sit down and think. What now?
I had no grand expectation put on my adventure and yet like any other characters I wish to find myself a happy ending or something close enough to it. Maybe a few months of surreal dreams, even that is impossible my friend.
IF I want to look back, I suppose I can have what I have had before... but do I really want to step back? Walk into the muddy path I struggled to get out from? There is a house, a familiar house though it's cold, by the end of that path but maybe I need a warmer one.
I guess I will just keep walking with my hands wide open, my eyes wide open and hopefully like that dark night by the river of Sekayam I will find "sparkles" coming out to light up (Andrew and Kaspar who were bathing :P) the world.
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