constant monogamist's date

I know the title sounds so serious, i found it first then tried to create these line and i dont think i did some justice to the title. Any way this is the only poem that made me so in love, in a delirious way....

there's a day between todays and tomorrows
when our lives arrangedly clenched
with those lines that explain how world treats us
where admiration and promises are layed unconsciously
that soon we'll be more than just this distance
between here and there, so often i wonder
if there's even a slight doubt
that tomorrow's sun will shine on us
in unity....

not just the sun that shines on me shines on the moon that shines on you.

august 24th. 2007

nasty orientation day

Sunday, 10th sept 2007

i intended to come to my campus to meet my lecturer, to discuss about my thesis. It sacrificed the meeting with the school i would teach soon after the Ied Fitri. And quite confusing the way my 2nd lecturer asked questions and the stares [LOL], he really attacked me and i wasnt really prepared for that, what a bad student i am. Then i saw these people doing exercise in pretty dumb moves. It was for the orientation day of the new students, i used to be part of them , then part of the committee. Hard to say which one was better, being the new student or the committee. Both got pressure from the senior, both tiring. I prefer to be the senior, like this year.... i spent time to just watch people screamed and shouted at nothing [at people but for no reason, most of the time]. Hilarious how my seniors [even the drop-outs came for this] did the exact same things just like when i was the new student and committee. An act of fight between the senior and the committee. Then nasty how they made people did physical things [read: push ups,] literally kissed the floor.

i made some videos of this day, i think i'm gonna send them to friends.... Hehe indonesians' students orientation day........................................

chronicle of life and death

what a terrifying title indeed, but nothing to be alert. this morning Sony sent me sms askin about my feeling towards someone, whether i think he loves me or not. well its a tough [and rough?] question i suppose, cant really answer it although there's a slight [tiny mini] belief that he does or did or will HAHA, but its not at all love, just like how i feel. Love is a funny thing that Sony himself is thinking about putting it down for awhile so he can do some business on other part of life. good idea. And me? i'd love to dance in other people's shoes for awhile, forget the love life and meet hell lots of people, i know i will soon. Sipirili!!!