Thank god, we meet another ied and another year flied by.... Its time to reflect on the mistakes, repent and ask for forgiveness. I wish it could be more solemn than this.. the peaceful moments are kindda gone.
There's a little disaster in this year's celebration, in my celebration actually. I burnt my hand from frying food, the hot oil was kindda burst out from the pan. Geez! I was freaked out to death, but for a moment i thought i was alright didnt really feel the pain at that second. Actually some of that hot oil landed on my right hand, it was terribly burnt and i was panic! at the kitchen [lol]. What made me upset was at the moment they heard the "explosion" and my and Lisa's scream, my step mom instantly worried about the stove and all but me. HuH!!! I guess i felt betrayed because it was her that made me did the frying at the first place and then she didnt seem to care. I was cross and ready to be a beast out of my pain...
I never feel happy of being so vulnarable but even then i cried out loud, didnt care anymore coz all i wanted to do was to wash away the pain, wishing that the tears could do that. But they couldnt, to distract my attention i went online and saw some people online. I chatted with Mic for awhile, at least i could whine hehe...
previously i called sony telling him about the incident and he said he knew something was off about me. Again, i was off guard and cried, ehm maybe i can say it was sobbing. Yeah it was that painful, undescribeable.
When my hand was better, me and some old friends went out. Gathering with old friends from elementary school was really fun, we laughed all night over things we've done. My oh my it felt like ages ago that we have met the last time..... minal aidzin walfaidzin....
