fresh crispy morning....and all

welcome to the fresh crispy morning..... when life's a little bit hasty thats what i can be grateful of. early morning with sunshine on your face, nothing more gentle than the sun light that wakes you up. thats why i always open my curtain... but today the sun is so lazy and so am i for i woke up at 9 and stayed in bed until 10ish reread the cosmo mag. to then ready for the world? never ready enough.

there is one word that lingers lately, menanti a.k.a wait, i just realize how that word can juggle someone's life. makes it stuck in uncertainty or maybe the other way around, it can be an answer for everything you want. just in one word, menanti. the question then, for me, "apa yang kunanti, apa yang kutunggu?" maybe the day of tomorrow?! when the morning is started with that glowing light which enlighten the heart. one thing for sure, eh?

Shame for u

the electricity went out again yesterday and i decided to just listen to my CDs and went to Lily Allen's. then my attention stucked on this one song Shame For U. Huekekek it reminded me sooooo much about someone, unfortunately for the time being i cant make him listen to it. Ah then i bought a new CD of Daniel Sahuleka, he sings Dont Sleep Away The Night in a different way from Glenn Fredly. And i love You Make My World So Colorful, he's so romantic eh? and his voice........... its just his diction in the indonesian songs is so weird hehe, maybe because he lives abroad too long?

seize the day or die regretting

if you never heard any of Avenged Sevenfold song, you should listen to this one. Promise its such a great song, sad but also strong at the same time. Just loooove it.

"Seize The Day"

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day [x2 then continues in the background]
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

In your shoes

Beautiful how I hear this story
Once again thru different view
Like world doesn’t only revolve around me
Feels like I’m so near by you
I’m in your shoes now
Oh can we just simply go?
Or laying, like you wish, so low
Am willing to take this vow
To be patient with the time
To laugh with every pain
With you, I promise, I’ll be fine
I’ll dance with you under this endless rain

trip to little island

every trip always brings something you can remember, unique thing of a time somewhere far from you usually are. Interesting! I remember seeing a man on a bus, and then quoting from Cinta Brontosaurus when Dika said that when we see people they all look ordinary, man without any label of problem and misery. Perfect image you want everybody to see, hidden from all the pain.

Anyway, the trip this time was great coz it was without any fight hehe. And this time we played all the games they offered, the cart, trampolin, the tower and all. But i felt so peace when i was in the planetarium with the lights off and stars on the ceiling, with the music on I was somewhere else for few moments until some babies cried. HUH!

Look for a piece of peace, in your everyday is not a piece of cake